It's okay im fine,
My heart has torn itself into pieces, even smaller than the last time,
Im alone all the time, sitting in this room avoiding everything,
This is my sad sanctuary, where i can feel how i want to feel,
But when i leave, i need to wear this facade,
Everyone has problems except for me,
I am the shoulder for others to cry on,
I am the friend who is always there for you,
Im there for you, not for me,
My feelings aren't important while you have problems,
I just wish you could read between the lines,
Know that 'im fine' dosen't mean 'im fine'
I bottle away this emotion,
One day im going to shake it all up,
Explode it o
I am trapped by hope
Desire for the happing ending all receive
I am bound to a path I don't even respect anymore
Just to achieve a desire I'm not even sure I want
Love is futile here
Fleeting and inaccurate clearly
Otherwise every person in "love"
Wouldn't wind up hurt or dead inside
I've trusted
I've lost
And still I've become that which I despise
And someday I may learn
But as all things seem
Today is not that day
Today is not that day
Nor tomorrow or any day soon
I'm trapped and don't think I can run anymore
Welcome to my life
I hope you enjoy your visit
Though you won't stay long
No one ever does
Make sure you visit my heart
A place once full of life
Now blackened by time
Be sure to go see my mind
A demented place
Where the thoughts never stop
And rest is never given
Try to avoid my memory
It's full of nothing but misery and horror
Well I hope your stay is pleasant
For it will most likely be the last time
Don't bore me with excuses,
Today is not the day,
To play with my emotions,
Or to get it your own way.
Retreating, and hiding,
Deep into my shell,
Welcome to my life,
A happy forever in hell.
Calloses and blisters,
Sown into my heart,
Stitches not desolving,
Words taste awefully tart.
A lonely disposition,
Of a heart-breaking decision,
Now alone for evermore,
A dark corner hogging whore.
My object in life,
Is just to make it through,
I doubt my soul is pure,
As forever shouts, "Yes! Her too!"
Caught in quicksand,
On the dege of a blade,
Struggling to stay alive,
Let alone in peaceful glade.
So welcome to my life,
Watc